Her words are meaningless just like her life
it's always been about the pain, it's always been about the strife
She calls his name out from the dark
Her heart is dead, he left his mark
She screams out loud to soften the pain
Her tears they come, like falling rain
The notes she writes, he tears apart
He abandoned her there, and stole her heart
She feels so used, so broken, so bent
All the words he told her, he never meant
She lies awake and wonders why
She crosses her heart and hopes to die
Beneath the crying tears,
Beyond the bruised ego,
Is a girl, who's just like me.
Fragile as always,
Broken so many times.
No glue can save her,
Only she can save herself.
She will move on eventually.
Heart strong as ever,
She'll beat them all,
Love the loved,
And hate the hated.
Deep down beneath it all,
The girl so broken,
Is just like me.
In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
It's always been her
My heart beats the same for everyone but him.
I cant breath, speak or move when he comes around the corner.
Motionless, shocked, in awe and in love.
---
Scream your heart out.
You will be heard.
Everyone is listening.
Your heart will scream.
Its pounding so hard.
I can hear it.
Breath.
Wake up baby, it's time to grow up.
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I've been staining this razor for too long.
I can't handle any of this anymore.
Do away with me and Slit my throat.
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I dont know who did,
but someone put stars in your eyes.
I cant stop smiling when i talk to you.
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Standing alone
Waiting for you to come and stand by me.
I miss you so
My Name's Red
The Color On
The Dead Rose
That Bleeds For You
Im A Single Tear
On A Suicide Letter
That Died For You
Im A Gravestone
In A Cemetary
With Etches in My Skin
To Only Remember Me
Falling
I am falling
Into the endless night
Of darkness.
Things rush by me as I fall,
A wilted flower,
A ruined child's toy,
Still I fall forever
I am falling,
Not knowing where;
Or when;
Or why.
All I know is the darkness,
And the shadows.
Still I fall forever.
I am falling,
I open my hand,
Eyes straining in the black light,
My palm is streaked with blood.
I recoil, clench my fist hard,
With blood soaked fingers.
And still I fall forever.
I am falling,
My soul – like a caged bird,
But no bars to hold me,
No locks to keep me.
I must endure the pain,
Of eternal captivity.
And still, I fall forever..
Dying Soul
As
What These Eyes See
With these eyes, I look at thee
And see not what others see
Instead I see beneath the mask
To find out what, you need not ask
You need but look into your heart
To find out what you truly are
Your heart is black, far from divine
But shame on me, for so is mine.
My Angel
You are my angel, and even though
Your skin may not be as white as snow
Your wings they are the deepest black
That would put to shame a witchs cat
And instead of a halo, you have horns
The tips of which are sharp as thorns
Youre still my angel, and you should know
Whatever your destination, my soul will go.
Trapped
I feel I
You make me smile when I feel suicidal,
You made me grin when I downed the gin.
Bottoms up, half a cup,
Poisoned with an Overdose of pills.
That sadistic smile's been haunting me for a while.
He wanted me to perish so him I couldn't cherish.
He took my love and sent him above,
But I fear I'll be going the other Way.
Shadows creeping on the wall, they all hate me after all,
They did this to my soul, now they have reached their macabre goal.
Gun to my head, I feel slightly dead,
No matter what's Before me.
Perfume with blood, spots on my hair,
My life is torturous, too much to bear.
Alone I cry, alone I die,
Misery has left me Co